亲爱的自己  你已经做了太多无谓的挣扎 太多荒唐的事

而错过了太多本来的幸福  太多安静的生活  太多理性的选择

现在开始  认真把你做过的都忘记  再用心的把你错过的都弥补回来

你要更精彩的活  精彩的让别人注视和羡慕  不再去关注别人的幸福 

aren't you think this suit me alots ? for what im facing right now. haha

well, everything was totally end. because of him, I missed out alots of things and chances

but now im gonna take it back ! =D

what happened yesterday made me realized that what is 做贼心虚

I hate that kind of attitude. glad to have your called yesterday. you totally mess up everything. you're fucking great !

im so sorry to myself that I ever believed you sweet talk once again.

I do not insist on what should I do. I still do whatever you want me to. because I still in love with you

but if you love your girlfriend, you wont did this to her right ?

I dont mind what you think about me. because only I knew what actually happened between me and him.

there no one's fault. the wrong thing was love. love really can made people irrational