well, im back !

I knew I have left out my blog for almost two weeks, but now finally im free to blog again

many things happened in this two weeks. a new begin of me ! =D

first of all, I changed my phone ! S2 white ! 

I knew im kind of wasted money, but my vivaz really bad. so, sorry that I dumped you.

the second thing is, im in a relationship now !

to see at my previous post pictures, that guy is my boyfriend <3

I never thought that we could be together but everything just happened so naturally

no matter how, at least he let me felt that he is giving his best for me. dont worry bie, I will appreciate everything you do

the last thing, I was almost crazy on my assignments. I just done 3 assignments and pass them up today.

but guess what ? still got 2 assignment is waiting for me. damn it !

I just need a rest right now, cant wait for friday because it is our pyjamas's PARTY !

gonna have a party with all the vips on friday. so excited for it. hope that the day would be awesome =)

share a picture which I was at segi with my coursemates. they are so lovely ^^

tomorrow our class cancel. im going to movie with my babes ! " Marrying Mr.Perfect "

after that, Meet Fresh for sure. its our favorite ! 

till here. ciao ~ 

this was the first manicure I have in my life, how is it ? I love it so much ! and its just RM30. totally worth

actually this happened very randomly. at first, I had my brunch with babes at chulia street

after that we suppose go back to college for the noon's class. BUT, we decided to skip it

so we went to gurney for movie - Mr. And Mrs. Gamble

before the movie start, we just walking around until we saw the stall

thought just wanna ask how much it is but ......... ( if you know what I mean, hahahahaha )

anyway, I love it !  =D

三八妇女节快乐！哈哈！

this picture 38 enough ? LOL. ignored this stupid face. im here to update what happened last few days

first of all, we done our forum ! ms.khoo said well done ! =D

but I still want to say sorry to my group's members. I've messed up my part. luckily the whole forum is still smooth going. thanks god !

felt so relax after the forum. finally, the stress was totally released. I can have a nice sleep

so today I sleep until 3pm only wake up. ROFL. 

dont want to go anywhere today. just want to stay at home. the weather was so nice. I love rainy day !

oh ya. one more thing is

I get shocked when I saw his facebook's status

Im so sorry to hear about that. hope you stay strong and live a better life

aunty, RIP.  ='(

I wont forget how your treat me last time. you're really a nice person.

and someone, please take care.

I am not perfect, but I love to be who I am 

actually I very kiap ! this is what babe said. LOL !

well, im bored again. haha. so, just wanna relax myself

the forum's thing really made me goes crazy. ms.khoo really expert to kill people in a mild's way

she always give us 'surprise' and its really really stressful to attend her class

but cant denied that I've learned alots from her, she was the best lecturer among all.

seriously, I felt great to have her to be our PPD's lecturer. at least I wont be lazy in her class. haha

I havent memorise my script for wednesday's forum. sigh ~

I want take a nap right now, I knew its abit over because now already 7pm. but I really feel sleepy !

I dont want to have my dinner already because I hate to eat alone. 

but nevermind, I think this can help me to slim down. I really need to do so ! im so fat !

so, no doubt. I really want off to sleep now. night  =D

finally yesterday I was back to taiping. I want to go back so badly cause I wanna visit my grandpa

he was sent to oldfolk's home by grandma last week. I really get shocked when I knew this. 

I just wish that time I can go bring him back but I really dont have time to go over there

so, yesterday I went back with mummy and uncle. 

at first, we thought we just want to pass thru there instead of go in to visit him. cause I knew grandma dont want us to bring him back

but when we reach there, the time when I saw him sit alone outside. I just run out the car and go in

my tears dropped when I saw him became so thin and look so old

I just want to bring him home. so as mummy and uncle. they cried too. we really not willing to see him stay there. 

I went back to home with uncle and discuss with grandma. we really hope that she agree us to bring grandpa home. 

we knew that she got her reason why she did so, but both of them also the person we love

we cant ignore their feelings. thats why we went back to ask her permission before bring grandpa home

I cried again when talk with grandma. I knew she had argued with mummy before

she said she was heartache for what mummy said. so as mummy too

 手心手背都是肉

now grandpa is home now. I just want everything will be fine. I love everyone of them !

my cousin cried and said, 送进老人院很快就死了

I dont want this to be happen ! touch wood !

亲爱的自己  你已经做了太多无谓的挣扎 太多荒唐的事

而错过了太多本来的幸福  太多安静的生活  太多理性的选择

现在开始  认真把你做过的都忘记  再用心的把你错过的都弥补回来

你要更精彩的活  精彩的让别人注视和羡慕  不再去关注别人的幸福 

aren't you think this suit me alots ? for what im facing right now. haha

well, everything was totally end. because of him, I missed out alots of things and chances

but now im gonna take it back ! =D

what happened yesterday made me realized that what is 做贼心虚

I hate that kind of attitude. glad to have your called yesterday. you totally mess up everything. you're fucking great !

im so sorry to myself that I ever believed you sweet talk once again.

I do not insist on what should I do. I still do whatever you want me to. because I still in love with you

but if you love your girlfriend, you wont did this to her right ?

I dont mind what you think about me. because only I knew what actually happened between me and him.

there no one's fault. the wrong thing was love. love really can made people irrational