these photos we took in class just now during the break time and we cant stop laughing on it

the alien and chipmunk's effect really made me lmao ! hahaha !

I believe it will cheers me up when im not in the mood. definitely ! I want keep this photo forever ! =D

tomorrow going picnic with my lovely coursemates at pantai keracut. the first time with them

I think its will be a great time. cant wait for it ! 

gonna sleep early tonight. I'll be update about our's picnic tomorrow. stay tuned !

oh ya. another thing add-on here :

another song of BigBang >>> BAD BOY

Top was awesome in the mv. but I get abit fed up with GD's hair. LOL !

anyways, I still love this so damn much and especially the dancing's part

they were too attractive and adorable ! 

this two songs is how I exactly feel right now 

爱得太逞强  无论多眷恋  也不祈求不勉强

不爱我的我不想  讲的洒脱却感伤

总是爱得太逞强  怎么你竟让我不能忘不能放 

痛  还想

I miss those blue eyes, how you kiss me at night, I miss the way we sleep

like there's no sunrise, like the taste of  your smile ,I miss the way we breath

but I never told you, what I should have said
no, I never told you, I just held it in
and now, I miss everything about you, cant believe that I still want you

after all the things we've been through, I miss everything about you, without you

before that, I've thought to talk with you, but no matter how many times I look at your name in my phone, I still dare not to press the call button

cause I knew I shouldnt do that, even I miss you

you're not mine, I cant do whatever I want without care about other's feelings especially the one who beside you

last night I received your call and I really think this will be the last called we had

when I heard you, I just realized how much I miss your voice. 

you gonna leave here soon, move to another place, study abroad maybe ? feel that gonna lose something important in my life. this was how I feel at the moment

thanks for share all those things that you never tell me before. but its too late to told me now. 

how I wish you can tell me all this when the day I decided to leave, but you dint

I should forget you and you too. we shouldnt keep like this cause we not belongs to each other 

no matter how we feel, we will not get back to last time anymore. this is truth. we should move on

or maybe the one should move on is me. im trying hard now, I know the day is coming soon =D

recently I keep went out with the sisters. and we always have a great time together

I love how close we are, its true from our heart. even we have some conflict before, we still willing to solve it

this friendship is one of the best thing in my life, because I've meet them  =D

the chilling place of saturday night : Z-classroon @ Timesquare

the people who checked in : me, the sisters : wyee and yeesin, aaron

the BFF ! 

sisters ! 

and the last one, that's me !

I changed my blog link AGAIN ! yes ! is AGAIN ! damn it !

I really hope this is the last time i change it. im really fed up with this.

why cant I write whatever I want, and why I want to care those people's feeling ?

or maybe I should lock my blog ? I feel that it always bring troubles. 

haha. actually is what I wrote bring troubles. but if you dont like, just fuck off  =D

快五个月了，日子过得很快，我都几乎快要忘记你的脸

你过得好吗？看来很好，至少比我们在一起时更好

我不敢说你是我的最爱，但是，你却让我无法说忘就忘

我承认我心里的你还在，更清楚地说，我依然爱着你

爱着那曾经让我不顾一切的你，爱着让我不畏惧人言人语的你

但，我不会再跟任何人提起有关于你的一切，我不要在有你的影子下生活

就算我忘不了你，我的日子依旧过，我不会因为得不到你而难过

老实说，现在的我过得很好，过着你不会喜欢的生活，做着像自己的我

和你在一起的时间，为了你，我很努力改变成为你想要的女朋友，配合着你的一切

从来都不为自己心疼，因为我总以为只要你在，一切都可以

到最后，我得到的结果，不是你对我有多好，而是这第三者的出现

不能说我没怪过她，但我却没努力捍卫自己的爱情

我宁愿我可以像之前那个，毫不犹豫赏对方一巴掌。我没有，我只是选择和你分手

不是没和你闹，我吵，我闹，我哭，我看着自己失控，但到最后只剩下无力

我无力去挽回这段变质的感情，我累得挽回心里已经没有我的男人

看着你选择她的时候，只是证明我的选择是对的

你已爱上另一个人，而我在你眼里只是赖死不走的旧情人

从我们分开的那一天起，没有人懂得我所承受的痛

别人看见的是你开开心心的新恋情，别人为我高兴的是我作对了决定

那时候的笑容是装的，只我自己懂，每一晚在睡前，会有多想念你在身边

一百多天过去了，我知道自己好很多，就算还是会想念你，我也不会再想要去打扰，这一切都会收在心里

我们的生活，我们从今各自过 

昨晚还了你东西，我们真的都不拖不欠了，鞋子好好顾，至少那时候我为了你选了好久

终于把想说的都说出来了，要回去睡觉了

before I leave here, I still got one thing wanna say

dont need worry about anything, I wont be so bitchy to do this thing over again 

I dont want to be a slut that break a relationship anymore. I've pay for what I did before since you appeared. so, its enough. 

and ask clearly why I text your boyfriend before you mentioned about that

I dont give a damn if you want to blame me, the person who did wrong never is me 

good luck

I've dump my blog for 4 days. nothing special happen this few days. everyday just the same.

I gonna start busy because of my assignment, so, enjoy now before its too late ! LOL !

tomorrow going cheong k with the sisters and continue with night market
saturday movie and the library perhaps ? haha. anything. we have alots of plan. no worry ~ xD

so, schedule full full ! haha 

one more thing is :

bigbang is back ! woohoo ~ their new song BLUE, I cant stop myself keep repeating it now

im not a Kpop fans from the start but the first song I heard was wedding dress from taeyang

after that im totally addicted with Kpop ! haha. especially bigbang. GD, Taeyang and Top !

enjoy this song peeps ! =)

another awesome saturday's night with my beloved sisters

NUEVE really such a great place. I love the atmosphere there. its better than those places at upr. haha

enjoy the night with those guys and the BBF. seriously, she was too funny when she drunk. 

I think our next plan will be there again. no doubt ! =D

we have our supper with the couple at LaMeiZi

the first time have steamboat after drink. a good try ! haha

the lovely couple : yeesin and aaron

well, gonna off to bed now. im so tired and dont have enough sleep this few days.

night peeps !  =D

the cutest one. haha. love him !

well, as we know that, yesterday was the day for couples. although im single, but I still have a great valentine's day

so sorry to be bulb of the couple - my dear yee sin and aaron. xD

watched < The Wedding Diary > at first avenue. its really a nice movie. our tears dropped cause its really touched people heart

after the movie, we went to aaron's house for chilling. I love the wine damn much. I gonna ask daddy to buy this type of wine next time. hehe

we watched another movie at his house. < 婚前试爱 > and we keep argued about boys and girls. haha

a great time with them, at least im not forever alone. received dear's msg when reached home. so touched and thanks so much ! muacks 

oh ya, forgot to say, received the present from babe that she bought me when she went china

she gave me on valentine's day, so can I consider as my valentine's present ? haha. 

anyway, thank so much babe ! 

the egg's shape thing got my chinese name there ! love it !

tomorrow is my offday, I have a date.

I just want to know more friends, but what will happen on next, I really dont know

a new relationship ? 随缘吧 ! =D

yesterday have a wedding dinner at sunshine square. the wedding of daddy's friend son

I dont even know that sunshine square have such a nice place for banquet. I like the atmosphere there. its look so grand  =)

tomorrow is 2/14. mean what ?! its valentine's day ! but for me, its just a normal tuesday.

I never have valentine on valentine's day, how pity I am. but its truth ! ='(

everyone at facebook or twitter keep posting status or pictures about valentine. im just forever alone. sigh

seriously, I envy those can have their love one beside. I hope I can, but I dont have T T

well, since every year I pass this day by myself. so this year Im still doing the same

but I wish I can meet the one I love and pass everyday with him like valentine's day !

Ti Kong Pek ar, do you hear me ?

anyways, still wish everyone of you, HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY

appreciate the one you love. show it ! or one day, she will give up, move on and stop caring because you dint !

its saturday night again ! mois with the sisters. an enjoyable night with them =D

finally I saw my prince ! the best advance valentine's gift for me ! LOL !

went gurney that day with my BBF just for him. when we reached, already have alots of people waiting there

but the majority was mui mui zai that around 15 or 16 years

me look so old when standing beside them but who cares ? I still shout like crazy when saw him. HAHA !

we saw him on 7.30pm when he came to test the mic and he came out again on 9pm. he late for an hour !

but when he came out, everyone like goes crazy shout non-stop. cause he is really handsome and cute !

seriously he look great in real person than in picture

I like the most was the time he sang 请比我爱她

I remember last time I watched a tv's show and he told harlem that when he sing a song, 每一段都进不去

I cant even think that he will do this on his own song. when he miss the part, he pass the mic to us and ask everyone sing with him. HAHA ! how cute he is !

im totally fell in love with him !

那一天，我们一起追的男孩 >>>>> 柯震东

yesterday was the first day of class. hate to attend QAS's class cause that lecturer really annoying. 

dislike her from the first sem and now gonna see her for another 3 months. sigh

the noon class of PPD is start on 22nd of feb. but no one in my class receive this information

so we all like stupid sitting in the class for more than half hour until someone called the admin

he only told us the class will start on next two weeks. damn you !

tomorrow is the day he come to gurney ! I gonna go there straight after my class.

i asked my mum just now, what if I buy kaiko's album ? she said, dont be stupid. =(

whatever, Im just saying. haha ! till here, bye !

依然爱你, remember which part in this mv I like the most ? but I think you never keep in mind  : )

I thought I'll not listen to this song anymore, but when I heard it at somewhere, its still affect me easily

its remind me of you, remind me everything of us

the last conversation of us still in my mind although I've deleted all the msg

cant deny that I still think of you sometimes but as you said, everything is too complicated to go back

I dont want to go back, I just want have a new begin

LOL ! ignored everything I said. its just impossible  =)

college reopen tomorrow ! I dont want to go back there. I want more holidays ! BUT . . . . . 

sigh. its time to sleep. class start at 9am tomorrow. night peeps 

first to say, happy chap goh meh ! for last night. HEHE. went straits quay join that stupid event

thought it will be fun, but its just too bored ! so we decided to go other place which is better than there

our first round with yeesin and her boyfriend at Maple Gold Lounge

after that continued the second round at Lava Cafe. have supper together before going back. 

this is how i pass the day. luckily, my last day of chinese new year wont be so bad.  =)

came back from alor setar last night, we went to pray yeye's 100days

he has been leave us for 3 months, time flies. but I still saw their's tears when all of us kneel in front of him

I knew they miss him and me too  ='(

after the ritual, we have lunch together. its was the most warm meal that I ever have in this house

but sorry, I still dislike someone in this house.

went back penang at night, something happened when we reach home

I just want everything to be alright, I need you daddy and I LOVE YOU !

I have skipped one day, now gonna post it back

another day of chilling, the next day of 31st. they celebrate for me again at ice's pub

thanks so much everyone for giving me face to attend on that day. HEHE

I dont have any cake this year, but I've all the people that love me. thats enough =D

I've skipped the most important part which is my 21st birthday, so now i gonna talk back about the day.

as our planned before, we went mois for birthday celebrating at chu 3

thanks for sisters and friends for coming on that day

a great celebrating with them. *LOVES*

on my birthday eve, i went the library with someone

thanks for the accompany of countdown my birthday, I've a great time with you and thanks for everything you do

although its just like a dream but its still the best dream ever =D

31st that day, movie with sisters. The Viral Factor

the conclusion of this movie is, " headshot not necessarily will die "

this came out from my BBF, how talented she is. HAHA !

cny and birthday already past, its time back to study mood. college gonna reopen next wednesday

sigh. not a easy year anymore. I need to study hard. =(

gonna enjoy for my last few days, so till here. ciao !

I am back from cny holidays !

here are some pictures  =D

actually I've alots of thing wanna update here but im so lazy

just share some photos with you guys. gonna come back here once i get my blog mood back. bye !