Seems that I dumped my blog for quite a long time, the last updated was really 10months ago. Perhaps, I should update more frequent but my laptop was dead. Hmmm. Trying to find excuses for myself, but actually just my laziness attacked. Lol.
We were here for amost a year. Thanks god everything goes smooth til now. At least our jobs were still fine. The high currency exchange rate really motivated us alots. And we found that quite a few of our friends came here to work recently. I'm glad that we made this decision early, so at least we have some savings now. When we begin to work here, the currency rate is just 1:2.40, but now was 1:3 ! Can you imagine that, how's could RM just dropped so much ? sigh. Just cross a bridge, everything was so big different. Improve please M'sia.

好吧，回到我们的生活点滴。很庆幸我有他陪在身边，两个人根本就直接进阶小夫妻模式。同居也快两年了。很多人都说，同居生活可能会影响感情，两个人住在一起，无法掩饰，好的坏的都会无法修饰的展现在对方前面。但对我们，反而一点影响也没有，反而处得好自然好开心。我们决定明年去注册了，决定了陪伴对方一辈子，做名副其实的夫妻。虽然我还有很多事情没达到标准，就像是烹饪我不会，做早餐面包会烤焦，半生熟的蛋不熟，蛋里面还有蛋壳，我这种糊涂的性格，应该除了他，再也没有人可以忍受了吧。真委屈了。哈哈。

I'm so glad that's you to be with me for the rest of my life. Thanks for started our first conversation then we could be until now. Thanks for never let me go when our first, and the only time break up. If both of us never try to hold on that time, then wouldn't be this us right now. You don't know how I felt so lucky to met you, how my life became so wonderful when we were together. We went thru those hard time, we save money for our future, we planned for it, we have the same thinking, we want to be forever. This never come to my life before you. And you lighten up my life. Believe this, you're the best guy in my life, the guy I want to be forever.

知道了吗？ ❤️

Accidentally saw his little diary in his phone, I swear I never want to check on it. But yes, I saw it, and my heart really painful when I read every single words he wrote. Thats all he never tell me, I dont even know he has so much hard time along that period. Sorry for neglect your feelings, sorry for not being a 100% understanding girlfriend. Sorry, I am failed.

When we decided to come Singapore, I thought everything will goes smooth with the plans. But we were wrong, things never happen as we expected. His job that we thought 100% taken just dragged to an unknown period. Then, he were forced to take a job that never expected. I felt sorry for that, my tears drop every night when I saw how tired he was, how he force himself to work even he don't want to. I ever ask him to give up cause I swear I never want him to be like this. I blamed myself, I blame myself for making this stupid decision to come over here. He could get a better job at any where. But he choose to be with me.

Since he ever be with me, everything around us like not as smooth as we thought. We went through lots of hard time together, I am blessed that he still love me that much, he gave me everything he has, he gave me all his love. Thanks to god for giving me such a great man in my life. He always being so tough in front of me, I thought he were. But I am wrong, I should realized strong person might fall too. I should realized sometimes he might weak too. But I don't, until today only I knew. I am so terrible, really really terrible.

You always being so understanding, so warm, so sweet to me. Don't feel guilty for anything, you are better than what you think you are. I dont ask for more, I don't need to be rich, I don't need luxury things, all I need is your love and accompany. Life can be so wonderful when being with the one you love, simple yet happiness. I have it now, thats more than enough.

Few times failed in previous relationship, I never thought I could meet a guy like you. I never thought theres someone would love me that much, until I be with you. I cant describe how much I love you, it cant express by words, it prove by actions. Just to let you know, no one can replace you in my heart. I swear to god, I will love you til the end of my life. Thats my words.

我会用我一辈子去爱你，这是我对你的承诺。

I am officially graduated from degree now ! Had our convocation ceremony at Bayview Hotel last Sunday. Was so excited to be there with all my buddies. I think this is the greater achievement I has completed in my life so far. Haha ! Honestly, this 3 years aren't easy, at least for me, I went thru lots of tough time in this 3 years, and now, I completed it with the upper second class honors. The results was better than my expectation. I had made the best of mine !

Feeling so good when saw all my buddies did their best as well and graduated together. They helped me a lots in this 3 years. Without them, I couldn't made it so better. I am glad that I met them in my college life, I am glad that we became so close after, really love each of them. Thanks for being there buddies, keep in touch even we are far away, you guys really important in my life, so blessed that you guys exists.

The first picture of us.

The second.

And I guess, my parents were proud of me as well ! LOL ! I can feel how happy they are. They were always support me no matter how I am, never give up just to make me success. Thanks daddy, mummy, granny. I ever said I want to make them proud of me one day, and I believed I made it today. I dint break my promise, I dint disappointed them, I achieved their expectation and I made my own dream came true. Daddy mummy, granny, I love you all. Although I never say it out face to face, but I never stop to love each of you. Is my fortune to become your daughter and granddaughter, and I will make everything better just to give you all a perfect life.

Me with my daddy. I know he love me, although he never say it but he showed it !

 My precious

Another family of mine.

Beloved granny, you raise me up when I was child, and now is my turn to take care of you.

Me and myself. Selfie look better. =.=

The man of my life, thanks for being with me no matter when and where. 

Thanks for the bouquet you gave to me, thanks for loving me so well, 

Thanks for giving everything to me. 

This achievement included part of your hard work, because you always my motivation to study.

Thanks for sharing this honor moment with me.

And now, you are the reason of my forever, the reason to make our life complete. 

Another two pictures of myself, my face showed how happy I am. =D

Gee Jia Shin and Teh Hooi Hooi =D

 Vivian Koay and Lim Tong Poh =D

Another group photo of us. *Lots of love*

And thanks for all the bouquet, teddy bear, presents I had received. 

Thanks for attending my convocation.

The last picture of this post.

University of Greenwich, Degree in Accounting and Finance.

DONE !

I am really blessed !

Our life became a little bit different now, as my boy has quit his previous job and changed a new job. He now work in a Japanese Restaurant - Kinya Japanese House, as a kitchen crew. This is his choice, among all the job he suitable with. Anyhow, I supported with all decision he made. No matter what he do, what he want, I'll never leave his side. But first, you need to be loyal to me ! hehehe =D

I knew that he felt sorry to me, but for me, I really dont mind of it. What I care the most is him, as long as he be with me, other not even a big deal to me. I love the life with him, spending our time together, all of the little things with him are most wonderful things for me ever. Just do whatever you want to, baby. This is because I love you, thats it.

你总问我 为什么爱你

我总说不出 一个原因

可能是你 坏运气

要不就我 上辈子欠你

你总问我 为什么调皮

我总说 因为你太淘气

所以我们 相知相惜

相遇然后相爱 最后相信 

基因觉决定 决定我爱你

超级恶心 但我很确定

每条神经 都为你传递

当爱来电时 每个讯息

命中注定 注定我爱你

我就喜欢 老掉牙剧情

每个场景 都为你设计

成为你最最最最 喜欢的罗曼蒂

Went back Penang with my baby boy last Friday. Its been working here for 3 months and it was like...finally I can go back to my lovely hometown. Johor ain't that bad but definitely Penang is better. Should say that, Penang is the best ! Been stayed at Penang since I was born and never thought that I would leave there to another place for my career. Homesick is scary, but luckily he were here with me. This made me feel better after all. Thanks baby, couldn't imagine my life without you. You just mean so much to me.

One week for me wasn't enough to spend. But at least I spent it quite well. Bring my mum to shops, bought her some new stuffs and she bought me a new wallet ! And guess what, I get my second Birkenstock from my dad ! Thanks mummy daddy ! Thanks for always spoiled me like a princess. So blessed to be your's daughter. I love you both really really much !

And this, who is this cute little baby ? Haha ! Couldn't believe Im "upgraded" to be a aunt now. Its my baby nephew ! Look at this little evil, couldn't resist his cuteness. Awww ! Miss him alrd. Please remember "gu gu " ok ? Although I not always get to see you.  =( After Louis was born, he brings lots of joy to our family. Dad and bro getting closer so as I. And dad smile more after see his "golden grandson", went back to Penang every off-day just to bring him around. I get little jealous sometimes. =.= But its okay, I love this little too !

Have a photo shooting with baby and his mum and bro at Stareast. The first photo shooting with my boy. Cant wait for the outcome. I think I will buy all the photo, cause the shop will only give 10 softcopies, but we were took more than hundred photos that day. I want them all, I wantttttt !!!!! I believe those photos will be very nice. Hahaha ! 

Another short update until here, gonna go for lunch now. Boss was outstation, just so GOOD ! Last day of working and tomorrow weekend again. TGIF !!!!!!!! 

Ciao ~ Bye !

事情过了3个月，但脑海里却还清清楚楚记得那一天所发生的一切。
从来没想过那一天来得那么快，没有任何心理准备。
一早接到老人院来的电话，护士说，外公的情况恶化。可能撑不了多久。要求我们带他回家。
我和妈咪马上从槟城赶回太平。一路上驾着车，一边祈祷，我真的希望外公可以没事。
老爸把他先接回家了。看到外公的时候，他虚弱了好多。护士说，似乎已经在等时间了。
这句话有多痛。
联络了所有人，舅舅阿姨也各自赶回来看他。
外公那时候已经不能吃，喝水也只能小小口的喂他。我们都希望他能好起来。
每一天都和他说话，告诉他我们是谁，跟他说回家了。听到声音，他的眼睛还会溜来溜去。
每个晚上，我们都轮流守在他床边照顾他。只要他睁开眼睛，就叫叫他，和他说话。
我们都以为他会没事。
在第3天的凌晨3点，外婆把我们全部人都叫醒。因为，外公开始不妥。
他呼吸很快，很急，很大。我们叫着他，眼睛也不睁开了。
想起有个老护士来看外公的时候说，要留心看着他，他可能随时离开。
他会把最后一口气呼完，就走了。
我们全家围在外公的床边，告诉他，我们会好好的，要他别担心。我们会好好照顾外婆。
我们一个个眼泪不停的掉。
在凌晨4点，我们要外婆握握他的手，告诉他，以前的事都过去了，她原谅他了。
他似乎听到外婆说的话，外公虽然没睁开眼，但他掉泪了。
就在当下，外公呼完最后一口气，就走了。
我们都看到了他最后一面，外婆说，他很幸福。孩子孙子最后一刻都陪在身边。
那外公就可以快快乐乐去当神仙了。

到现在，只要想起那天，我都会不自觉掉泪。小时候的一点一滴都在脑海里。
小时候就和外公外婆的感情较好，是他们看着我长大。
我无法相信外公已经永远离开我们。
对不起外公，我还来不及孝顺你，你却离开了。
人，真的需要珍惜身边一切。不然后悔的时候，已经太迟了。

外公，我想你了。你在那里过得好吗？

Wake up with this on my tweet. Feels so warm where there's someone who randomly think of you without any reason. This lady always being so caring and sweet to us. She treat every of her friends like her own business. Such a lovely girl I ever met. So glad I knew her in my degree life. Babe, I miss you too.

I miss our group. The Kenneth and friends's group. Now I realized study life was better than working life. We used to go college four times per week. And hangout quite frequently. I was like almost see them everyday. Chilling with them were the wonderful moments. Seriously, I miss those moments. We eat, we play, we study, we gossip, we party. Now we graduated. Everyone of us start our new life, step into working life. And me, come over so far. Couldn't join them so frequent anymore. Saddest thing ever !

Good friends care of each other, close friends understand each other, but true friends stay forever. For me, our friendship combine all these together. We did it all. We care each others, we share everything, and I believe this friendship gonna stay forever. I'll try my best to maintain this, because I don't want to lose them in my life. Ain't easy to find true friends, they need to be cherish. 

Just a short post to express how much I miss my friends. Cant wait to go back Penang to meet them. 

Just another month. Please wait me ! 

Officially graduated from my 3years degree and started working at JB right now. As what I've studied, worked as Account Executive in company. Yeah, same company with my boy, the blessed thing ever ! I'm all alone to handle the account of company, I dont have much experiences on this base before, met alots of problem when follow up from previous sections. Did stupid and careless mistakes all the time. Always that clumsy. But luckily I could settled it at last. Learns from mistake could make myself better. I believe that!

Actually I felt lucky as I could found a good job after I graduated. With the salary I expected, consider quite a relaxing job, with good bosses, very peaceful and free environment, friendly colleague. Probably would not looking for another job now, here might be better, at least for now. 

The only thing I feels bad for is I'm far away from home. Couldnt be my parents side now. Especially my mum. Miss her everyday, miss home, miss Penang. And of cause all my beloved girlfriends. Although still keep in touch with them, but still missing the time hanging out with them, chilling, gossip, do whatever things together. They ever ask me to go back. Sigh ~ Dilemma. But for better future, there must be something to sacrifice, I believe I wont regret on my decision.

At here, I got my boy with me. At least, he could cheers me up from everything. Living together now, like new-married couple. Although have some argument sometimes, but getting closer after that. Always love him that much, love him more than anything. How blessed I am I could wake up beside him every morning, cuddle together to fall asleep every night. Never been so happy in a relationship, and be with him, its more than a normal relationship. He gave me more than only love, he gave me all his care. Yes, he is the right one for me. I wish we could get marry when the right time. This is now what we fighting for. I guess when he see this, he gonna said I "han ka" again.  >.<  But who care ? I want to be his wife. Thats my dream. Wearing wedding dress and standing beside him. Is my dream !!! =D 

Using my working hours to update my blog. Just too free and cant find anything to do. And really too long never update my blog. I just want to update as much as I can. At least I can written down things that happened and not to forget about it. So, when it re-read it, memories will automatically come into my mind. Sweet memories shouldnt be forgotten.

Gonna end the post here, continue pretending I am busy on my task. Hahaa. Counting down to 5.30pm and going to watch movie with love again tonight. The movie he insists want to watch last night after we watched "Dawn of the planet of the apes". I refuse to watch it last night, and so watch it tonight. Its horror movie "Deliver us from evil". God bless ! ='(

Bye !

Mr.Khoo, missing you madly right now ! 

I am so addicted to you. Really. Seriously.

I found no reason why ? I just simply love you that much. Love you more than everything.

Looking on my laptop screen that showing your sleeping face through skype, you're just too cute !

Missing the day laying beside you every night. Cuddle with you to fall alseep, a kiss goodnight. Everything everything from you is just too awesome.

Thanks for bought me a new phone. Thanks for pamper me so well. Thanks for treat me as your princess.

Another one month gonna live with you. Start our life together. Its been almost 2 years in this long distance relationship. Finally it gonna end soon.

I feel so blessed. I was looking forward to our new life. 

The only thing now I really concern about is my final. 2 more weeks.

I just need to study for exam for the last time. I wish I can get a really good results. God bless me please !

But now, I going to bed. haha !

Cos I've been study for whole day. My brain need to rest. Soon to be overload. =(

SFM this subject really torture. It is more than what I expected. Once again, I hate Disney. 

Hopefully I can do better in my exam. I want to graduate this November with my convocation.

So, study hard and pray hard. 

Continue my revision tomorrow. Really need to sleep now.

Good night ! xoxo !

我家男人又抱怨，我的部落格生蜘蛛网了。是的，我太懒了。荒废了这里好久。

好几次都想写点东西，但上到这里，又退出。拖拖拉拉的，什么也没写下。

最近也没什么特别的东西好分享，来来去去都是上课，下课，吃喝拉撒睡。再不然，追一追些他所谓“智障”的韩剧，就像废人一个。

但，韩剧真的好看！不骗你！呵呵。

唯一不变的事，就是不断在倒数可以见到他的日子。且倒数自己快毕业的日子。不过两个月，我就读完了。三年真的一眨眼就过了。

毕业后的日子，我或许也想得很清楚，该怎么走，该怎么做。

其实我的要求很简单，一份稳定的工作，一个爱我的他在身边，就什么都够了。

从来我就不奢望荣华富贵，要的就只是安安定定的生活。

和他在一起后，我的生活己没有什么好埋怨。因为我真的好幸福，好快乐。

或许，在他心里，总会觉得他给我的不够多，不够好。但我想说的是，他已经做得很好。

他给我的关心，体贴，甜蜜，爱，一切一切都让我觉得自己好幸运。

幸运自己能及时握住他，没让我们错过。幸运自己能及时发现，心里满满都是他。幸运自己的第一眼，看到的是他。

2011年1月我们认识，2012年8月我们在一起。现在2014。我们的关系是从友情劲升，不是随随便便开始。所以，我懂我们有多认真。

或许有人对我们的开始有异议，对我们在一起有意见，但我想让他们知道，让他们了解，这个男人有多无价，这个男人有多值得。

小时候交往过的，没有任何一个给我像他一样的感觉。但，我很感谢我遇见他们，生命总需要几个过客，才能让我在对的时间遇上对的人。

我很喜欢，他在做噩梦后，第一时间打给我。

我很喜欢，他在找不到我时，紧张心急。

我很喜欢，他在我叫他起床后，躺在我身上赖着不起。

我很喜欢，无论什么时候，在外，他总是会主动牵起我的手。

我很喜欢，他想办法哄我笑。

我很喜欢，他像个孩子耍赖。

我很喜欢，他说他想我。

他的一切一切，我都很喜欢，很爱。

决定和他一起生活，也很期待我们未来的家。

他说过，会为我披上婚纱。我也想说，非他不嫁。

无论如何，再过两个星期就能再见。好开心。每一次见面都像第一次那样，措手不及。就算我们已在一起一年半。还是会心跳加速。

想你了。

亲爱的，你看见了吗？