the last saturday of 2012 !

went pesta with my beloved boyfie just now. so damn crowded. 

as I requested, we just play the euro wheel. it cost us RM16 for two

thank my baby boy willing to play that with me although he is afraid of height

even its just two of us, but we have alots of fun when together

he never failed to make me laugh and I never get bored to be with him.

I love this guy really really much !

2012 is gonna end soon. 3 more days to 2013 !

before the year end, gonna do something meaningful 

yea. I had a photo shooting today. my first time !

and I've been waiting for so long. hahaha 

here is the outcome, and this is just preview. the original photo gonna be upload at facebook soon.

I think some of it would be abit cacat-ed. especially in the bathroom one.

look fierce more than emo. sigh. who call this is my first time.

if there is any chance for me again, im sure I can be more better.

anyway, thank to mackidd for taking risk to ask me be his model

I like all the photo he took. at least, this is a good try. 

happy fridayyyy =D

hohoho ! Merry X'mas !

such an excited day, but guess what ? im sick. coughing non-stop. 

seriously its so suffer. thank boyfie for taking good care of me. lovesssss !

we dint go for xmas party or anything. we just spend this little sweet time together.

but, its mean more than anything. 

yea, he was back ! last wednesday.

he arrived at taiping because I was there. watched CZ12 with him and my two cousins at taiping sentral mall.

super nice and funny. and we watched our second times at penang with his mum, uncle and grandpa

even I watched it before, but I still laugh like nobody business. LOL !

oh ya, he bought me a gift for our 4th months. tadaa ~ chanel perfume !

so so so love it ! its smell nice too !

thank you my love, Elson Khoo

and this, is the xmas present I prepared for him.

a wallet as what I promised him that I would bought him a new one.

due to some reason. haha !

and a xmas card with a long essay. LOL ! is everything I wanna tell him.

im so glad that he love this present. =D

anyway, a one last time to say Merry Xmas for 2012

its gonna end soon. and a brand new year is coming.

waiting for the new year eve party, I know it will be another fun day

I want enjoy with all my vipsss !

1 2 3 4 ! 

there's only 1 way 2 say 3 words 4 you

baby, I LOVE YOU !

I love it when my boyfie praise me

it just made my day ! so so so happyyyyy !! =D

I am not perfect as he said, but at least I am not fake

I love him with my heart, my soul. never lied

getting closer to the day he coming back. I dont know how to describe my feeling.

I just want to see him, hug him so badly.

although he is not around, but I never feel that I am alone

he let me feel that I am always in his mind and he think of me all the time

and he never fail to make me laugh when I was down

no one concern about what I've met recently

fire ? cancer ? sigh. bad things keep coming.  T T

praying hard ~ just want everything to be alright

okay. skip those bad things. 

santa claus is coming to town ! weee ~ merry x'mas !

 so excited to celebrate it with my love one. this is the first time I dont have to be alone

preparing something ~~~~  *wink*

boyfie is almost reach kl now. waiting for his call.

just past our 4th month yesterday

as he said, 4 years, 40 years and 4ever  ♥

good night !

why so serious ?! 

recently I am in a emotional status. my mood easily get swing cause of little thing

and it will become a big matter to me

dont know why. just feel insecure, worried, fear and sad

all those bad feelings came across to me. I was like dying inside.

I miss my beloved boyfriend so much

still counting down to the day he come back
and there are two weeks more to go

sighhhhhhh