happy mid-autumn festival !

although mummy and boyfie not here with me. but at least, im not alone.

I have a simple but great night too

I went to have dinner with baby's mum

and the jelly mooncake was she gave me last night. so surprised

I keep on saying I want to eat mooncake this few days. then now like... FINALLY !

first try on this colorful jelly mooncake. and it is quite nice

thank you so much lenglui mummy =D

baby boy, its been a week from the day you went back to JB

I miss you ! super duper miss you ! gonna go crazy soon.

miss everything of you. sigh

when you going to give me another surprise ?

can I request that one more time ????

才一个多月的时间 我总觉得我们已经在一起好久

虽然不能经常见面 但我对你已经无法自拔的习惯

每一次短短的见面几天 都让我过得从来没有的快乐

不懂为什么 你能给我如此特别的感觉

虽然才在一起 但却让我觉得我好像爱了你好长一段时间

我真的无法去想像 如果有一天 没有了你 我该怎么办

我连想都不敢想 就连只是想像 都会让我喘不过气

我真的好害怕 很怕失去你

我们打算的未来 我真的很想和你一起经营

老套的讲一句 我真的想和你到老

我们隔着银幕的时间 比见面的时间还多

但却不减少我对你的感觉

反而一天比一天 我知道我自己更爱你

我真的很想自私的把你留在身边 不让你回去

我很喜欢在你身边 那种超出幸福的感觉

但是 我们都不是小孩 不该任性

一切的一切都该为了未来打算 不管是你的 我的 还是我们的

我会担心 我做的 比不上你之前的女朋友

但我可以对你保证 我对你 会超过我的前任

因为你是那一个 我想和你一起过未来的人

我会给你 我所能给的

我不要再承受一次失去的感觉 尤其是失去你

能不能答应我 现在开始 心里只容得下我一个

无论发生什么问题 我们都一起解决

就算吵架 生气都好 都不可以说分开

因为接下来的日子 我都打算只爱你一个 ♥

I found this song. its just mean so much to me

when I heard about this song, I think of you

no matter how bad the situation is, dont ever let me go

I will be there for you, always and forever

I love you, baby ♥

hubby boy gave me a big surprised when he knocked my door at tuesday night

he went back from JB without telling me !

never think that he will appear in front of me 

I thought what I wrote in twitter was just a wish

but he made my wish came true

I dont know how to explain my feeling when that time I saw him

I just hugged him tight and my brain was totally blank

I miss him and want to see him so badly

and, he appeared !

thank you so much baby

he came back here 5 days. I was stick with him everyday. haha

he was the last person I saw before I sleep 

and he was the first person I saw in the morning

I love every moment when he is around me

I feel my world is completed

seriously I dont want to let him back but I knew thats impossible

he went back to JB just now. im down. ='(

everytime when he back, I dont know when is the next time for us to meet

and I realized that I cant live without him

Elson Khoo, I miss you again

come back as soon as possible !

I wonder why people dont like me sometimes. im always being myself 

izit the way I talk ? or something I did really pissed people off ?

maybe ? I think the problem might on me

but I do cherish every friends I have. I treat all of them with my heart

I dont mind people point me out with my problem

just dont put me down in a sudden

you dont know how it actually hurt, but I know

I met it and im having all this sad feelings right now. its really hurt ='(

I dont know how people look on me or my relationship status

I might start a new relationship fast but doenst mean im not serious on every relationship

I just want to find a guy that really worth for me

every relationship came to the end and now I was finally found the one

on the way to search for him, I do have alots of choices

but they not belongs to me

the one who be with me now is the one I have been waiting for so long

people do judge on me, but I dont want to care anymore

I live my life just want to be happy

I be with him is the most happiest moment I ever have

I will never ever ever let this guy slip away from me

no matter how, I know I wont be alone

cause I got him and I got my family

thats enough

I accidentally found this song and im addicted to it

think about my baby when listen to this song

never stop missing about him. think of him all day all night

really wish him were here with me

I needed his hugs cause im really unhappy this few days

I havent got through it

I still fucking care and I wish I can change

but seriously I dont know what I did wrong

I do want apologize but I dont have a chance

tears dropped ='(

baby, I need you 

went gym and sauna with my beloved sister today

im became fatter and fatter nowadys

so, I need to workout more to slim down

I have segi's prom night, ah jie's wedding dinner on november

I swear I want to be the most prettiest at the dinner. hahaha !

start from now, I need to put more effort on my diet plan

gonna work it out together with the sister

I love the way my he call me

I love when he is serious on doing something

I love when he smile to me 

I love when he hug me tight

I love when he is afraid of losing me

I love... I love... I love...

I just simply love everything of him

no matter good or bad

he is my one and only

now and forever ♥

3 months holidays were ended. I have attended my first day class yesterday

the year two timetable really made me fed up

why do we have night class ??!!!

I thought its usually happen on part-time student but why now us ?

6.30pm to 9.30pm on wednesday

whats in the coordinator's brain ? arranged such a stupid timetable. ='(

im too relax on this sem break and now I feel so lazy to get back to college

I need to find my motivation back

and I will wait for next sem break

so, I can meet with my someone ♥

now, I miss him again. sigh~

im back from JB. I have the most happy moments with my beloved boyfie

two weeks time past so fast. I wish I can stay there with him and never come back

but this is impossible T T

now he was back to JB already. I started miss when he was beside me. 

miss his stupidness, miss how he made me smile, miss his hugs, kisses. 

I just so damn miss everything of him

hubby boy, when you gonna come back again ??

I know I should get used on this long distance. but.......

the time spent with you really made my life became more and more meaningful

you are part of my life

he was the one I really want to be with him forever

you know what, I can imagine our future life. hahaha. abit crazy right ?

he will be my last. I wanna spend the rest of my life with him. 

never want to lose this man. I want to hold him tight until the end of my life

when we first met, I have no idea you will become so important

but im glad that its not late for us to be together

I have my whole life to love you, to be with you

you know that ? I LOVE YOU ♥