yesterday I have my dinner with my girls and guys

gilbert bought us the voucher on groupon of the buffet at Haven Delight at Times Square

actually im look forward to the food at there

but its just disappoint me, disappoint all of us

the foods there are not tasty at all, some of the foods are abit disgusting

as von said, the best thing in the restaurant is green tea. other foods is like........  =="

we past our hard time at there and swear we will never go there anymore

although it is cheap, but we prefer pay more to get nice foods. LOL !

actually decided to go for supper afterward, but at last we changed our mind to Overtime

gather at there gossip and made fun around

planning going for trip together, I think it will be fun  =D

 starker of the day, Overtime Times Square

my look of the day. dark circle is getting serious. I need to sleep more ! ='(

oh ya. forget to mention about my new medi and pedi

I went with mon on tuesday. the nails saloon quite nice. and the girl who do nails art for us was so pro !

ignored my fat and short toe =.=

mummy was there with us, she want to do so badly. but she dint bought the coupon. 

she blame me dint jio her. haha

gonna bring her come again next time. perhaps before ah jie wedding dinner

 im finding the dress to wear on her wedding. but the first thing, keep fit ! hahaha

the post till here. gonna take a nap before drive back to taiping. nights ~

im so lifeless recently. I cant find any job

 I stay at home everyday. watched drama, fb, twitter, blogger.... feel that im so useless  ='(

I got a crazy idea. I wanna do a small business. sell girl's stuff at night market maybe ?

im serious with it. I have discuss with mummy and she seems support me to do so

now im planning for it and find for some supplier. perhaps I will go hatyai soon to buy some stocks

I not sure it will works anot. but I wanna try. try something different.

hope that I can success on it. =D

today I have lunch with mummy at OFA Cafe. the food there is delicious

I enjoyed the lunch so much. thanks mummy ! 

actually im a realistic daughter. feels that im so bad

when I was in a relationship, I will spend all my time with the boyf

but when I ended up a relationship, I will stick with mummy all the time

I need to change. I want to spend more time with my parents

and I not decide to start a new relationship so fast

I want to upgrade myself, do something meaningful, enjoy my life and give all time for them

should stop to get into a relationship too fast

single life aren't so bad. its time to enjoy the freedom !  =)

如果对方心理还住着一个人

不要勉强对方开始另一段感情

最后的伤害，会是两个人一起承担

是你的，无论过了多久，还是会回来

不是你的，那就勉强不来

看清事实，也面对现实

陳柏宇 你瞞我瞞

I keep repeat this song recently

I just simply love this song very much 

I remember that I heard this song at somewhere before

and now I found it again

dont why I got so strong feelings to this song

maybe I meet this situation always ? LOL

anyways, this song is superb !

as I said in the previous post, my bro and my two cousin became a temporary monk

this is how they look. the guy with spec is my bro ! =D

I shouldnt call him bro because he not my bro when he wear with that. I should respect him as a monk. 

I saw that women. my bro mum. she was so so so unfriendly when look at me and mummy

but who care ? I dont like her and also my so-called "sister"

I never treat her as my sister since that year she scold me at her house

I remember every details of that day even that time im just 4 years old

I remember how that women try to do something to hurt mummy. I REMEMBER EVERYTHING !

dont ever try to do anything to me and mummy anymore

I knew this is adults problem and never related to me

but if she try to do something again, I will never let her go !

I can be very friendly to anyone who friendly to me. just dont challenge my limits

and I really hate how they treat daddy

no matter what daddy did before, he still her daddy. but she dint even call daddy when saw him. 

really sucks! you thought who you are ?!

daddy already tried his best to be a good father to them. but this is the way how she pay back.

I knew you dont like me as I dont like you too

so, I wont try to entertain you. you dont deserve me to call you sister anymore. 

I only have a brother. thats it !

The Amazing Spider Man

daddy and mummy had watch this movie few days ago. WITHOUT ME !  ='(

btw, I watched it yesterday with my both sisters

its really really an amazing movie and worth to watch. Peter Parker was so adorable. *loves*

one thing appear in my mind when I was watching the movie

we have decided to watch this movie together before. but there is no chance to make it real.

seriously im abit disappointed on that

I dont know whats the feeling in my heart. but I knew that wont be so fine

especially I accidentally saw him yesterday without any expectation. its swing my mood. I just.......miss him

I hide inside my heart about my feeling toward him. but there is no pain no heart broken

its just every sweet memories belongs to us

tomorrow im going back to alor setar wit my parents. guess what ?!

my bro gonna be a monk ! I wanna to see him bald. I think he gonna look cute. hahaha

btw, its a good thing. I shouldnt laugh on him. 

I will take alots of photo tomorrow with him and also my two monk cousin. stay tuned. =)

I miss someone. that someone far far away from me. haha

he was the only one I very hope to see him in bald. too bad he is not coming back for that. sigh ~

a short post until here. gonna continue my drama again. so excited to watch it

bye bloggie ~

piknik with the girls on monday night

played a new card game named Pictureka. its fun but a little stupid. but we still enjoy playing that. haha

enjoy the night with them and we had alots of fun there

piknik really such a good place to chill. gonna go again next time with the sisters !

I miss this little princess so much !

and and and I wish I can go for the taiwan trip with them ! mummy and granny going too

I really want to go taiwan so badly. I hope my year two exam wont be clash with the date of the trip

I can pay all by myself. but just wait for me ='(

praying hard for that. god bless me

its been awhile that I dint step into club but last night I went it again

reopening of soju and named as Soju-Room

quite a good feels to the environment and its seems like HK lan kwai fong

I have drink alots last night and im seriously drunk like hell

so sorry and thanks to my friend and his gf who take care of me

luckily I dint do anything shame or bring any trouble. I just cant walk properly. Haha !

maybe everyone think that I drunk is because of the broke up thing

but actually it is not. I just simply enjoy the moment with those friends. 

I still remember that someone whisper in my ear and said, forget about him

I want to tell that person actually I do not think about him anymore. but I do not know who is the person. lol

well, im recover from that. its not hurt anymore. im pretty fine 

my both sisters were there too last night

really a long time we do not go club together and enjoy like last night 

anyways, is such a great saturday night for me

have a good rest at home today and enjoy the new drama

Bosco is loved !

回去太平的日子虽然很闲 没有网络 没有电视娱乐

但却是过很开心 很自然

在槟城 生活的脚步 总是停不下来 有时很累很烦 却没有休息一刻的时间

有时候压力真的好大 面对的问题很多 这里是我唯一能逃避的地方

在这里认识的人不多 我可以自由自在做我想做的事情 最重要的是 有家人在身边 真的很幸福

我的感情不顺是一直以来的事  我很庆幸我看得很开 一次比一次复原得更快

这一次 我用了不到一个星期的时间 彻底对他死心

或许不是我厉害 而是他所做的一切 让我觉得不再需要留恋

也或许像妈咪所说的 我并没有那么爱他

我无法确定这疑惑是否正确 但是已经没有让我追求答案的必要

我最庆幸的是 无论发生什么事 我都有妈咪在身边

我总是第一个想到她 我可以什么都坦白告诉她

因为我渐渐了解到 告诉别人你的事

一部分人在取笑你的愚蠢 一部分的人嫌你烦

一部分的人在很认真地敷衍 就算真心听你说的人 也只剩下没几个

只有家人永远给你依靠 不计任何代价

我看透了这社会的残忍 现实 虚伪

一个人没有自己的面具 真的无法面对这一切

善良 只是给别人有机会伤害你 当刺猬才能保护自己

你对人多好 不会有人记得 你的无意 却会让人记住一辈子

我的缺点就是对人好 好到不计较一切 换来的却都是伤害 但是我还是学不会聪明

一个人对我好 我会十倍的对回他好 到最后才发现自己有多么的愚笨

回到这里才能卸下自己的面具 好好的心疼自己

感情的伤 我都得靠自己疗 其他的伤 我也绝对不说

我只知道 只有我自己懂 只有我自己真的感受

只几天我过得很轻松 每天早上六点起床 和妈咪去喝herbalife的奶昔 然后陪外婆去买菜

这样的生活很简单 很开心 心情就会变得很好

简简单单的生活 一直是我想要的 只是没有一个人给得了我这些感觉

外面的世界诱惑很多 一个人要改变 也只是一分钟的事

不是我不会改 而是我为自己的感情负责

就算诱惑再多 我都不会改变自己对身边那个人的感情

我没看到愿意为我这样做的人 或许缘份未到 也或许缘份已尽

曾经的一段感情 我到现在都无法忘记

因为当中的主角 给我的点点滴滴 是没有任何人可以取代的

我想过回到过去 但不是我一个人想就可行 各自的生活已经没有交集的可能

一次又一次的伤心 累了 规定自己该停下来了

好好的享受生活 我其实没那么差 我一定可以找到我要的那个人  =D