happy 20th birthday to our boss, Gilbert Chua !

celebrated his birthday at The Library. enjoy the night with my girls and some new friends

gave him a fake present which is an orange with a can drink

cant imagine that he love the fake present more than the real present which is pierre cardin purse and belt

haha ! he was really so funny.

my yesterday look. my eye cacat again. hate it ! 

im really fine after broke up with him. I felt so release after that. am I too stress to be with him ? lol

I heard about alot of things about him, about me, about us this few days

its not really good things but its made me realized our relationship is better to stop earlier

I dint blame him much for what he did yet I knew I have my own mistake too

so, just considered this is fair to each other

我们，不拖不欠

what I want is just a simple life but this is totally different thinking with him

I should know earlier that age really a big problem for me and him

but he is my choice. I cant blame anyone. just its not a suitable choice for us

I can felt that how much he enjoy his life now than to be with me

I have no right to want him to choose our relationship anymore

放过他，也放过我自己

I just missed the moment we were so closed 

and I really want to get back to that time

please teach me how I gonna fix it ?

holidays seems so nice to hear, but actually I spend my time doing nothing in this first week of my sem break

I really have no idea what to do

I wanna find for some freelance job but my time is not flexible

my little sweetheart gonna come to taiping next friday. so, I am going back to taiping for a week

after that, I am going to kl for a short trip with my girls

schedule is full on second week of june. seriously I am so excited for the kl trip. cause heard that the hotel we booked is veli cool ! haha

well, I spend my time with the boyf everyday because I knew that I will not at penang during our 3rd months

and also the following week

perhaps I gonna give him a little suprise before I leave

I understand that he is facing alots of problem but I cant help him in anything

no matter how bad the situation is, if he need me, I will always there for him

what can I do is just by him side accompany him for everything

he is my priority and I will not leave him for any reason

got the feeling gonna dump the mango bag a side and purchase for a new one

I love that bag so much before but not now anymore

searching for a new one. wish that I can find it at kl  =)