December 30, 2011

I've learned to be positive like this song
2012, gonna be a new life for me
2011 left two days to go, its gonna end, everything happened in this year gonna end too
welcome 2012, bye bye the shit 2011
21st years old will not be the same anymore
stay cool and cheers  =D

December 29, 2011

pillow talk with my cousin and she asked me : where is him ?
i told her that he was fall with someone else. thats a truth
she said she dont even have a chance to meet him, why everything gone so fast ?
LOL. seriously this is not what i can control
i had let go cause i knew that he never be the one i want, its just a mistake
my 2012 will be better  =)

: talking about a past relationship doesn’t mean you’re still stuck on it, sometimes it’s a reminder not to screw up again

December 17, 2011


 finally i knew how strong this song can influence a person
关于小熊的故事 关于你 关于我
关于留 关于走 关于喜欢与否

December 16, 2011

semester 1 was finally end, i start my holidays now 
gonna leave penang on sunday morning for my singapore's trip
its should be fun and its MUST to be fun !
i have arranged and rush everything earlier just because i wanna have this trip
i hope that its wont be disappoint me, because i need it to cheers me up from those heart broken things
stay happy everyone  =D
When I close my eyes I think of you
And the times we've had been through  Even though we're far apart right now
I remember back when you were here with me  How you've made my world complete
But now I'm left alone
We talked about love and hope  Wishing we could start a life our own
I wish that I could live without you
Why did you tear my heart apart  You said you'd love me from the start
All those painful things you've put me through  But I'm still loving you
I've tried to give my best to you  I don't deserve the things you do
Everything has gone to memories  I just wish I knew the truth behind the lies

December 12, 2011

* cause baby you're mine mine *

this song quite nice but i prefer he just playing piano instead of dancing
ROFL. just my personal opinion
anyway, i like this song  
have my english 1 final exam on saturday noon, only three of us took it early, the feeling was weird 
 luckily the questions not that tough and the essay was exactly same as the questions she gave to us before
so i still can managed it well , cause i do prepared for it  =)
planned to stay at home at night to rush my assignment
but its saturday night ! its seems a kind of waste to stay at home like what wyee loo said
so we went COLORS with yeesin and her friends
although there was quite bored, but i have my sisters beside, its became so fun
i got abit drunk cause im stop alcohol for quite a period of time
but now im back ! HAHA !
love her, love them ! 

December 10, 2011

magazine's presentation done today, its really such a mess. i found out that other's group were so much better  =(
one assignment and one presentation down, still have two more to go, with another two small test
these really stress up, i just want to have a wonderful holidays after that
SINGAPORE, im coming =D
cant wait for the trip, shopping and UNIVERSAL STUDIO !
lee chia wei ppk me for going dinner together and he gonna treat me back when he is free
so, i ask my BBF to have dinner with me. thank you so much
finally we have our favorite - cincang and fresh tea after that 
then now my stomach was full of water because of my lovely sister, miss wyee loo
anyway, a great night with her   

ps : 
you may think that you have the whole world, but actually you have nothing
good luck  =)

December 9, 2011

finally i completed my cost accounting's written assignment and i almost collapse
today was my offday, i suppose to rest at home
but because of that fucking assignment, i need to wake up early and finish it all by today
went to babe's house doing our assignment together, we used almost 8 hours just to complete a 10% coursework
im really tired and i hope i can go to bed now. unfortunately, i having presentation tomorrow

KILL ME PLEASE  ='(

December 8, 2011


after i heard he sing this song, im totally fall for him  xD
although this song was quite sad , but what i enjoyed in this song was his voice
his voice was really attractive and its touch my heart !
i found out he was a shy guy and he look super cute when he was nervous 
he was totally different from the characteristic in the movie ' You're the apple of my eye '
i love the real him, the natural him
ROFL~  i know im dreaming now but he really attract me
柯震东

December 7, 2011

this is my to-do list, all of these must be complete within this two weeks
its killed me ! im going to crazy soon because of all these assignment, presentation, test & exam
why all lecturer like to do everything at last minutes ? how could the students handle it in a short period ?
we just a degree's students, not a genius. even a genius also need time to breath
seriously hate it ! but i have no choice. sigh  =(
start my assignment soon. bye bloggie

December 6, 2011


  Presentation
❒   Assignment
✔   PPD's quiz
❒   Test 

alright, i just done my PPD's quiz today, not that bad i think =)
but i have alots of things to be continue
next week will be last week for my sem1, after that will be my first sem break !
it start at next saturday ! yeah ~ im going to spend all my time at singapore
but what should i do now is complete all my homework before its too late
tomorrow going to babe's house to do our written assignment
good luck, tan chyi chyn  ^^


have dinner with my cousin and his friend, it was like finally~ lol
follow them went back to their house after that and i feel like want to move to stay with them
because they were really fun and im sure that i wont be so lonely when they're around
maybe i should ask mummy whether i can move to stay with them when she is not here
then i wont be so pity to stay alone and eat alone 
my cousin told me something thats really true about relationship and i do agree with him
as the age like us, we dont want puppy love anymore
thats why every relationship we put our effort on it because we just want it to be simple and happy
we not playing what childish people do cause we need to be mature at the age of 20
so just wait for the person who really deserve and forget about the past
im doing now and i had a new piercing to remind me dont ever look back to the person 
he might not that bad but he just not for me
i know i can find someone better but not like you ! =D 

我不会再做卑鄙且犯贱的事, 把你删除是最好的选择
你选择了你要的那个人,我也感受到她在你心里的位置
我比不上,我输了
但我很庆幸的是,我彻底醒了
我不再去在乎我失去了什么,因为这从来就不是我的
我可以给你的是祝福,朋友最真的祝福
祝福你和她,祝福你快乐
再见 =D
remember what you promised yourself
you wont care about that shit things anymore
do the last thing you should do
 that's it !

December 5, 2011

她终于明白,原来太爱一个人,受伤的始终是自己。
她只想问:“伤害我你会心疼吗?”
有一天,你若是能进到我的心里,
你一定会落泪,因为那里都是你给的伤悲;
有一天,若是我能进到你的心里,
我也一定会落泪,因为里面都是你的无所谓。
伤我,你心不痛吗?
everything came to the end
i had decided to end my previous blog and start a new one
same as my life, i gonna start a new life
a life without you, a life not live for you anymore
sorry, i had did something wrong again but i'll never repeat the same mistake again
we are just friend and it will always be